Crazayy,

moved, i miss my tumblr. thats why:)

2010-03-10T20:43:00.001+08:00

I've moved! sorrrry:))

http://ribenas-awesome.tumblr.com

My bestest ever fren in the whole wide world!!!!!!

2010-03-04T20:12:00.002+08:00

One and Only, Iyaaah:) the bestest fren whos beeen with me all these while..shes really the bestest fren ive ever met in my whole life. really really shes the best!! always there for me and help me, everything laaa. sharing everything tgt eventhough im busy with sch and shes with work. but sooooooon! im gonna apply work at her place. seee you sooon beybeh! ilysm, and seriously i almost cried when u text me this one msg few days back. i will always text u where ever i am beb:DDD *tears rolling down***

all i need is you,

2010-02-27T23:59:00.005+08:00

haaaah!!!!!!!! HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY NANEEH!!!! ILY manny manyy:)

alright, just now we decided to suprise naneeh with cakes, presents and noodles! haaaha, well i was late in meeting iya just now. suppose to meet at 2.30 end up at 2.45pm.. then proceed in doing the presents and we search everywhere for it! heeehe, at last done! we were so late in meeting naneeh, im so sorry..:( then she came and was totally like fuhhhhh! shock!!! thats all i can say. her face expression was really really shock ahhh!! damn!! i was laughing siaaa, AHAAHAHAHAHHA! me and iya sing to her "happy bday song" then she blowed the candle with a smiley face:D cut cakes and ordered fooood, omg!!! ty so much iya for treating me today. i will treat u back also okie!! ur bday!! heeehe, i ingat tau!! on MAY, heeehe. daaa 19 ehhh, kite baru 18 tauu!! kesian iya tua! heeeeeeeeeeheee!!! okok, then iya was very late for work and she went on first while me and naneeh was still finishing up our noodles, me laksa and hers fishball soup noodle.. so yea, chit chat,gossips and problems all came up. we shared quite alot today!!! and toook some snapshots which is in my fb, also i will post some here. and one thing!! i forgot to take pic with iyaaaaaaa , damnit laaaa eh!!! stoooooooopid mind! boleh lupa nie cause we're in a rushing mood;D also then me and naneeh decided to slack at np mac.. drank frappee, while im fully bloated with bubble tea just now. omg! yummmmmmy~~ then make fun of ppl, yes! thats what we do. only secondary sch mates knows this *giggles* send naneeh to bus interchnge and off i went home. was really exhausted from all this talking thingy, and now mama's out with her fren while im alone at home! nothing to do then guyfren decided to call me and chat awhile, heeehe. ty for calling yeaa, rest well cause u're sick:D love ya:))) lastly! im gonnna be 18! freaking old i tell you!! damn mann!

LEE DEWYZE, DIDI BENAMI ;D

2010-02-25T23:40:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHH! LEE DEWYZE!!! damn damn damn, hes hawwwwwwwwwwta! i likeeee,
heeehe, watching american idol. its really awesome mannn!

- yes! today's lesson is seriously **** my god!! the weather is really hot and the whole class was sweating throughout the whole period of bpf. eeeeesh! cs was great, u did well laaa rafiee beb!! haaaha:)) and also i miss you laa steph! me and hanney miss u so much. like boring siaa u not in sch :( haaha, meet u tmr soooon. yogurt-ing with the both of us. plus yogi, haaaha.. ok, im exhausted now.. eyes are blurry and red. *jeng jeng* heeehe, see ya bebs tmr!! YOGURT!!! omg!!!! and last eh last! LEE IS HAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWT!!!!!!! and DIDI, ;D

if you dont wanna love me,

2010-02-24T23:24:00.002+08:00

hiiii! im back to updating this rusty bloggy. yeaa, this week we've been busy with role plays and progress test. being doing well in sch, but need alot of improvement on bpf. efc was great! and being with my bunch is awesome-mossem!! heeehe, u know i know laa eh:D alright, im not too sure if anyone is talking behind me. but i hack care only, one year beybeh and im gone! but of cause i will treasure my bffs. heeehe:) im turning myself in studies now and care less about unimportant issues. so be it, i couldnt care less if u wanna say things to me. i know im right and i have better things to do then entertain this nonsense. well im not saying any names, but i really dont know who will be the first one to say things about me. i bet there will be, i will admit if u ask me personally what i've said about you. i wont lie if i did say.. so u should know me by now, alright! its enough laa titi. im now happy and concerntrating on studies! freaking worse then secondary sch where we have english,maths,science subject. this one is role play,progress test. all the office and accounting thingy! aiyaaayai!! *head spinning* okie, btw to those who ask me why im angry this thing all. actually im fine laaa, only stressed up. hahahaha!! i miss 4T1 pulakkk, miss those times when we were together and progressing together for nlvl.. now no more:( i misss those bebs! heeeehe....

being quiet doesnt mean u're stoopid, it means u're observing closely

2010-02-22T18:55:00.004+08:00

im currently listening carrie underwood songs, its ridiculious sia!! im starting to hear her song whereby i dont even like her songs? omg titi! hahahaah, but not bad. change of taste abit lor.. okie, sch was stressed up! late for sch just now, i took my own sweet time in getting ready. so took the train straight eventhough is seriously packed. scared hanney and the rest will wait too long for me. and im also not allowed to be late for sch due to duty:) so yeaa, reach sch just in time and mrs tahir asked us to go assort room. there we go, all panicked! cause of the cs meaning's and example we have to do. some marks are gone, and some are extra marks:) jeng jeng!! hahahahaha, i was chilling with my partner so yeaa. we're pretty cool about it:D bpf teacher didnt turn up for lesson so we had to stay until the release timing while others are making noise saying they wanna go off early. the THREE leaders tried to calm them down and just wait for a few minutes till the end of the period. while the leader is rafiee,hanni,me! haahahhahha, at last we were release for break, and hanni was stressed up by cs role play which her turn will be today while mine is on thurs:D okie, waited for her to finish up her role play. chat and slack around with other mates! ohh and also imy laa zulaika!!! hahaha, go out soon hor, we've known each other for many years tau! *giggles*alright both besties finished up their role play and off to j8. bought some light food as they were hungry..chit chat while walking tadaaaaaaaaaa! board the train, like finally HOME! hahahahaha, one thing we forgot to do is our bpf proj.. talk to hannie in the train, lotsa things* and i've reached my destination..hug her and say goodbye! padahal tmr jumpa ehhhh, mwahahahahah! okie. now im home, i wanna learn role script and SLEEP!! nb! my migrane is killing me! gooodbye young ones,

sharing with others about how u feel is the best!

2010-02-21T01:12:00.004+08:00

okie, today no plan. so yea, woke up late and saw few msges, haahhaah! my wife laa ehh, biasa! then at last thought of just staying at home today, but yanna called asked to tag along with her to her aunt hse. heeeheh! at last we went CWP, it was funn laaaa! sharing thoughts and all. asked eefah to come down. so she brought fizzy along, like long long time siaa i never meet them!! suke suke suke!!!!! and took alot pics with yanna, will be up soon:D okie im totally shagged now, slack at ys till morning and now im totally SHAGGGGGED! hahahhahhah, talk to hanney awhile and now im super sleeepy*yawns* but i cant sleep without hearing my mp4 first! alright, i will re-write this tmr.. my english is BADDDDDD! cheers,

yes! im totaly blank now, so this post will be the most baddddest one! style ehh tiiti:)

finally, it came to my sense that i must not bother about anything.

2010-02-19T01:33:00.005+08:00

hiii my bloggy! nyehahahhaha, how have u been? well didnt update for these past few days, been busy with sch, esp projects,projects and PROJECTS!! wow! we havent even start yet, well im not so happy about it. but nvm there is some time to focus on it.. currently these days ive been doing my own things yea, dont bother about others as im in redlight and also im lazy to entertain. maybe i rather do my own things, to achieve and not to slack anymore like i used to in secondary sch. this is critical! its feb and damn! one more month to our CA test. nb! havent started revising and PROJECT nie not done!!! wuaaa seh! panic siaa now, *scratching head like a mad cow* ahhhh!! dont blame me if i dont entertain, cause im too lazy. u wanna talk, speak up to me yea. im not being unfriendly but yea, im gonna be like this now. doing my own things and also i wont forget u laa hanney beb! mwahahahaha, so stop asking why im like this, im okie,fine,awesome,great! but im just doing my own things okie, part of my mentality.. growing up to be 18 soon, dont bother with these kind of stuffs.. and also the story i heard today makes me ooooooooozzzzzzyyy! yicks!! *giggles* feel like slapping ur face for once, talking bad behind and good infront.. stop being hypocrite yes! mwahahah, u know who u are. no names im gonna mention here. so stop being nice to me if u wanna talk bad. i dont appreciate that behaviour.. well time to sleep, as redlight alert with sore *** hahhhaha, painful and cramp. missing you beybeh! taddaaaaaaaaa,

feeling weird is something ahhhhhh,

2010-02-15T18:47:00.003+08:00

Yea, its great taking picture with mama. didnt expect it turn out to be gooooooooooood~ hahhha! picture taken after going home from ssc. met my bestie!!!! omg!!! hugged her like shit, and also spent time telling each other stories of what happen to each one of us. then no more meeting her, hmmmmm:( shes busy with work while im in sch. damnit! but its okie, we always contact each other no matter what, and shes always there for me, everything laaa. since sec one we knew each other, wuaaaaa! its been awesome laaa beb. mwahaahahahh:) gler laaa, but ite frens are freaking coool alsooo! love gfs laaaa, im just wanna concerntrate on studies now, ty kamilli! hahahaha, for giving me the courage to studdy, and also not forgetting hanney and the rest! *winks* alright, i still feel weird now due to dont know what. but i'll be ok sooon, no worries.

maybe its because u make me feel this way,

2010-02-14T20:24:00.004+08:00

Been eating much lately due to holidays, i dont likeeee:( mwhaahahhaha, ive nothing to post today. since im feeling so so weird, i dont know why. i quit sch laaa, cannn? hahahahaha! alright, eating again soooon. cheers! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND HAPPY VALENTINE'S!!

2010-02-12T13:29:00.000+08:00

HEAL THE WORLD- MICHEAL JACKSON

u came,and i cried.

2010-02-10T16:59:00.002+08:00

sch sch sch, hahahaha! has been awesome. had lessons as usual today but some miss communications here and there.. really hate it, so i have to be patient! nb! ate lunch while yana was so hyper today! really freaking me out, seriously siaaa! and also, stayed back at the foyer for some gossips, well gals. usual things horrr:) some creatures just dont understand english. when ppl ask to move, just get ur fcuking ass off, but no. stick ur asss butt there while teachers are scolding, nicely done. im speechless, and stop showing ur fcuking bloody attitude or face infront of me. and keep staring at what my grp do, its none of ur business bitches!!!@##@ ahahahah, im just curious why some ppl cant act like their age, like me 18. think mature pls, its post secondary and also sch step sch only lorrr. why wanna be some bullshit gangsta here? nice kapa?! wateva bullshits u wanna do, go ahead! i will never once talk to u or got to do anything for u. its ur business, so what if im the monitress. tell someone who i care, tell community members or what.. im really pissed, eeeeeesh! some creaturessss, aiyooooyooooo. okok laaa, im super hungry now! mama not back yet siaaa, but gonna meet her soooon~ wooooooootsss:)

feeling sick not goooooooda!

2010-02-08T23:37:00.003+08:00

yes, finally updated my rusty blog. ty to yana! hahahaha, everytime ask me to blog blog blog. suke3 ehh u! mwahahahahah, sch has been wuaaaa. speechless, more and more upcoming assignments, im getting exhausted thinking of one thing then another. brain explosion** tsk tsk-.- and also, ppl being sick nowdays is giving me headaches, first me then others. aiyoooooooooo!!! why must it be on this pathetic month siaa, but nvm we still have time for our first exam. which falls on my bday. damn it!! nice laaa titi, ur bday suprise:D been sharing lotsa of stuffs with u know who eh, mwahahah! and class today was totally great! suddenly missed the secondary mates, but nvm tchers dayy laaaa. hahahhah!! we're 18 now gonna soon be 19,20. eeeeeeeee!! getting old lorrr, tak suke suke suke!! need to handle bigger responsibilities and also be independent.. *giggles* alright, im just worried for this one particular person. pls update me if anything happens, im really crying nowww... ahhhhhhhhhhhh:(

aint no sunshine when ur gone,

2010-02-02T23:42:00.003+08:00

yes! okie, i promise that today i will write a long long long post.. these few weeks sch has been awesome-mosem, we had so much fun laughing and chit chating,gossiping about somethings*. yeaa! i've never feel this way since then, fcuking frens who do not know how to think properly. but its okie, im glad im here in ite bishan now. being the monitress in class somemore!! wuaaaa! doubly great! but tiring. every sats we will plan something for all of us to do, either slack,shopping or wateva laaa. its really arghhhh!!! A-W-S-O-M-E-EEE!! hahahaha! getting to know each other better and also, we're very very close alreaddy like as if we know for few years back. some bad things happen recently but who cares, im not intrested cause im strong enough to ignore this situation. ty for giving me the courage u both MAIN's, haahah!! and also kambing tuuu ehh, my bff laaa! dont worry. i'll be here for you horrrrrr~ and also met my most bestest sista bff soul fren!!!!!!!!!!!!, iyah, hahaahahah!! omg! met her and hugged tightly i dont even care what ppl thiink cause i miss her so much!!! its like omg, well last year i get to meet her everyday but now when im schooling while shes working, not that much time to meet up or even hang out together. just a few times, im waiting for holidays and boooooom! im going out with her, heeeheehh!! someone's bday is coming! i know u know, i cant be bothered also, HAAHAHAHH!! WTH? nvm, we will see. and yea, last fri we had no lessons so went to ECP as the pichas in my previous post. yeaaa, we had so much fun with khaii also okiee:D taking pics,laughing and suddenly baaaaam~ something happen, i cant be bothered to say it here. but u remember this ahhh, im not afraid of what u thiink of me. wtf? u thiink ure so perfect, why cant u say infront of my face, stop being a hypocrite infront of me. farrrrrking LAME-.- keep on staring cause i know im hawwt right? while ur face is like a whore! ahhhh suke suke suke me! heheheehhehe, well no use bothering this stupid childish monsters who really exists in my class. come and find me if u read this , cause i aint no like any creatures to talk behind me. once and for all speak up. ahh the malay gangs are coool no worries, some a being racist so whatt? im not PURE malay so? jealous ke ke ke? hahahahahah, daa laa titi. concerntrate on ur sch now, enjoy later.

-currently attch!:)) love yaaaaa~ shhhhhhh..

ECP!!!!

2010-01-31T02:24:00.004+08:00

ohh yess! its been awhile since i post. omg! really2 had fun these month, and its gonna be feb soon. omg!!!! time flies, yea. went to ecp,marina square and etc. had some pics with gfs, i love them so much! esp u know who ehhh. hehehhehe!! yala, the most closest u know laaa. the rest still not yet. but no worries we will be close frens soooooooon~ everyday im always sleepy due to not enough sleep and always slacking outside with gfs:))) and i cant berpisah with them for one day. awwwwwwwwwww, sweet aint i? hahaha, suke suke suke ehh tieqa! haahha, si kambing pun suke ehhh! mwahahah, alright pichas!!

`wont be posting much beybeh! only gfs knows whats going on:))

sch has been tremendously AWESOME!!

2010-01-21T22:38:00.003+08:00

ohhh yess! last sat went to vivo, it was a very very last min outing cause due to some reasons my date was cancelled! so yeaa, i called kamilia so off we went to vivo. first ate at coffee shop, then chit chat. we played games, joseph was saying "OL MAID" hahahah! wtf? its old maid aahhh, nb! then we really had so much funn ahh, i couldnt describe it. only those who are there knows what im talking about. u know i know:)) alright, along then monday start sch. went as usual, missed three 'b's esp lady gaga! i was pathetic lorrr, period was on second dayy. while suddenly the rest came also, haahah! fcuk!! all same week siaa period. geereeeek! also we did alot of things in sch. there and here. libary duty was boring! sit and do shelving, nothing intresting:( everyday with short hours to sleeep. non stop waking up early for sch, omg! my eyes is getting worse lorr. currently not wearing contacts to sch cause its irritating. planned for bbq its not settled yet. its okie, tmr we will! haha! so many things happen in just few weeks. we are like close alreaddy lorr. everyone in the class has been going welll. and this week i didnt diet! hahaha! my god, gonna start by next week again. tmr theres SW!! NONO, i dont wanna run. so looooooooooooooong time never run then now. pancit sungguh!! mwahahahha^^ okie, im so so so sleeeeeeeeeepiiiaaaaaa~~ woooots, nites!

pleasant suprise!

2010-01-14T16:02:00.002+08:00

alrite! ytd's exercise session began.. ieqah and me decided to play badminton and do the exercise corner thingy. so yea after sch straight went her hse to take care of yaya.. used the net awhile and off we went to search for my sch shoes, at last we rounding at compang, i didnt bought any. hahahahahaha!! nb! so yea, head back to her hse and played badminton. omg!!! we couldnt find any open space to play. so we played at some corner where is reasonable. haha! played laugh,laugh play. fcuking farrrrrrrrrrrrrrny~! cant even see the the shuttercock is heading to. until im exhausted and my eyes were blur. stop awhile and gossip. talked about many MANY things that happen in sch!! mwahahahaah!! all names came out, and we make fun out of it. after talking played at the exercise corner where there motor guys there. waaah sehh! so old alreaddy, step ride the bike infront of us. hahahah! wth? as we were exercising, we talked about open "EHEM" stufffs:)) normal laaa, boys,releationships,admirers,crushs,lovebirds. ahhh all laa, its normal for gals to talk about it.and hanney(gf) dont think about anything ok. u wont feel lonely. there is us here for u, me and ieqah. we are always here for u okie dear. of cause! yantii,yogi,yana also are here for u. u cried like a clown just now!!!! nyehahahaahah:) and dont change ur hp wallpaper:D went home around 10pm ytd. was super exhausted!! bathe,msn awhile then goal! today will be exercising also! but abit later. too tired now, all cramp!!!! as well as ieqah, i feel like shitting now. -.-! and also im feeling down at the moment. just that, haizzz. i feel like doing it, give it my all. but im always hungry!! i wanna do it! i wanna skinny!!! but sometimes i do feel hungry. i have to control, but ty to gf(s) i slim down abit alreaddy. uniform and skirts seem to be big for me now rather when i first went in sch. im so happy! and my hair is long alreaddy!! heheheehehe:) sungguh happppppppppppyyyiaa!! alright, i needa shower now. going out later soooon~ exerciseeee!! and i wanna have new shoes and that vest blouse uniform!! damnit!

extro outings, my bestest fren!

2010-01-10T13:42:00.005+08:00

yes! ytd's outing was super extrodinary awesome!! hahaha, first we planned to have six person going sim lim and bugis. have dinner and find nas a camera.. woooohooo! morning woke up so happily and receive a text msg. one cant go, alright. im fine, cause its serious.. then another then again.. wuaaa! left 3 of us, hanney,me and nas! so yeaa. hanney meet me up for late lunch. we went to np and had kfc lorr. then nas meet us at ys mrt, top up card and off we went to amk to look for gain city!~ suddenly ash called. omg!! hahahha, he tagged along with us lorr. then headed to gain city and bought nas a brand new camera! wuaaa! so jealous lorr, her camera is more slimmer then mine!! ahhhhhh! then from gain city we walked to amk mrt station. exercise katekan, was sweating like hell.. pass by 7eleven bought drinks then continue our journey to amk mrt. we had alot of conversations between that walked.. hahahahah! so fucking hilarious lorr. all sorts of things came out, and ash told us a teka teki.. eeeeeeeesh! terkejot sia we three when he shout the word "KAU"!! so freaking loud, and my heart wasss doooom-daaam.. mwahahaha!! we decided to teman ash to woodland cc for his taekwando training so yeaa. we headed there and watched his training. banyak comment sehh we all. hahahahah! went to toilet makeup's,video's,pictures. everything we do and take is up on fb. go see it, fcuking farrrrrny~ we talked about some of our thoughts and all. its like we are besf now.. we like know each other so well! and of cause i've never feel it after the bitch bastard me.. its like, wow!! there are like super awesome lorr. ash training ended. and all of us were exhausted! went home by mrt while ash and hanney took bus.. ash ehh, seriously laa. reallly caring and frenly ehhhhhhhhh~! hahahahah, monday he's gonna blanjaaaaaa! mwahahahahahha, and also ty's to nas for the top up card. ty so much darling~ and hanney, ty's for being there with me all the time. and to nas also ok. both of u are the best! monday will be schooling as usual. and we've not select any cca's yett. today will be discussing soon. alright. thats about it..

ohh iyaa! hahahah, i miss u so much dear! i've missed the times we gossip and do things that we shouldnt do. i miss those times when we find songs together and hang out at ssc. i miss sending and temaning u after work. and lastly i miss the times where we shared things together. omg! i wont forget and berpisah with u dear, thats my promise. im looking forward for our outing sooon~ snap2! and my hair is longer now.. heheheeheh!! love ya beb. u are the first one who's always with me<3

(i will help u in ur studies okie, i will!)

schooling experience was awesome!

2010-01-06T19:00:00.002+08:00

alright! i'll list down what i did these past few days..

4jan,
yea! the first day of sch.. was pretty nervous laaa, managed to get through to sch but i dont know anyone there. checked my name and what class am i in, sekali im in IOI, hahahah! pretty cool class ahh. came and sit at the hall, talk blaaa blaa blaa.. then the sc's asked the class to gather in circle, so yea.. im so kuku and just sit to nasirah, hahahah! then instantly we just talked and laugh together. super fun siioooo!! introduce ourselves and there's 3 atiqa's in our class! omg!! seriously siaa. but all in diffrent spelling so they decided to call by our nick names. tiqah,eqah and me of cause,titi. hahahahh!! LAME-.- but then started to play all sorts of game, our sc was kuku -.-' genie was super ok, but milo no siaaaa! kuku head man! hahahaha, all i heard from him when we asked ques was 'huh'. with that blur face! nice one laaa milo ehhh! hahahaha, then back to games, then break. talked to CA, strict man!! mampos laaa! hahahah, went back home around 2plus. yanti,hanni,asraf with fren decided to go j8. ate lunch at food court, then straight home! and yes, i didnt introduce my frens names here. hehehe, alright! first i was clicked to yanti!! my god! like 10years we know each other. both of us were the kecoh' ones! hahahahahah!! then coming in is nasirah, we threee were together at first. then comes hanni!!! hahahaha, wuaaaa! the sweet one, and tadddddddddddaa! last is atieqah!! the shy2 one. hahaha! seriously fun nb! all of us clicked instantly. then we decided to go to sch together from now onwards.. there are groups of ppl la in class. i wont say names, but the most closest is the names i mention above laa. hahahha!

5jan,
sch starts at 8am, but we were late. hehehehhe!! as usual assemble to sc. then same thing laaa. played games but this time is the outdoor one. class was not supportive enough, but nevermind. we are the supportive ones! we need to design a class shirt. a symbol the represents the whole class. so our word is 'unity'. hahahah! all was not co-operative. haaaah! so the shirt was design by who wannts to deisgn it lor. the rest byebye. hahaah, nothing to say. the drawings are not so pretty but the meaning behind it is super deeeeeeeep~ hahahaha! concert for the last session and first session was lecture by the student teacher council. the concert was awesome laaa but not so great! the mc's was freaking farrrrrny. lols! the dancers and all uhmmmmm, speechless! hahahahah, the most best one is the fashion show. lotsa funny things happen. second days was the most memorable one and the last day of orientation horrr!

and now, daaa i lazy wanna type more. hahaha, today 6jan. started studying alreaddy. getting to know the rest of the CA's whos teaching us. i volunteered to be monitress as well as hanni. we both planned it. hahahah! tmr will be viewing for cca's in ite machperson. so much things to settle this week. will be a busy year for me. im looking forward to have fun with all closest ones. cant wait to go sch everyday. frens are super exciting and great! we will have fun this one year of course! hahahahah, im super tired and sleepy now *yawns*. everything cramp, hahahah! im gonna sleep soon. daaaaaa! tmr 8am siaaaaaa! fcuking early bodoh! see u gf's soooon.

im addicted to LOVE, haha

2010-01-02T21:39:00.002+08:00

alright! today did nothing. wake up in the morning and suddenly saw mama still beside me sleeping! i was like, omg!! mama, u are late for work. and she got up panickly and rushed down to work. mwahahahah! it was lucky that i woke up if not u die ahhhh. nyehahahahh:)) then i was feeling so hungry, so ate currrrrrry~ then on the net as usual. ika text me about going to bugis after sch on monday. so i say okie! hahahaha, shes a new fren which i met on uniform day! mwahahahah,fast huh in making frens. heeeeeeh:) ive still not done with my pants and dye hair! omg! sch is like one more day.. and im not ready yet. so lazy to wake up morning siaaa, hahahaah. old times yeeaaa, but nevermind. hopefully i can lose weight when im schooooling~ thats a must! alright back to now, 4.30pm watched spore idol agaiiiin, hahaha. i wass addicted to taufik batiisah! and hady mirza, aiyaaaayai! soo haawwwwwwwt, and sezairi also. nyehahahah, these three guys has the most outstanding vocals, top12 was best also. but i was shocked about MJ lorr. he came back? hahahahah, but nvm. hes freaking good in vocals siaaa. if he didnt back out that top13 season. omg! seriously, he and sezairi will be in top2 battling with one another.. serious siaaa! MJ's voice is like wuaaaaaaa! if he improves more, i will be speechless. hahaha, but the most loved is sezairi of cause! yeessss, im super sleeeepy now. been sleeeping early and waking up early now. thats good tiie! hahahah, cheeeeeers~

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! 2010,

2009-12-31T19:55:00.003+08:00

was busy these few days. hahahah! had uniforms to buy, registration and all. and lastly shoes! im so confused which shoe im gonna wear.. aiyooooo! hahahaha, first day will be going with my new fren, hahah. met her on the registration dayy. lately problems at home getting worse and im not comfortable with it.. lotsa things gonna change in 2010. really, im not ready to face it. but for sch yess im ready. but for at home stuffs im not. omg! im seriously pain in the head now. ahhhhh! i just remembered i need to dye my hair to jet black agaiin. damn sch! hahaahha, but seriously i need to. now im tight in money. need to ask aunty for it, mwahahaahh!! either jet black or dark blue. mwahahahah!! alright, enough of this. im done, gonna watch countdown at khatib maybe. TAUFIK BATISAH is gonna be there! see yaaaaaaaa's

Sezairi Sezali, i love u laa dude! haha,

2009-12-27T23:27:00.004+08:00

alright first of all i would like to say a BIG BIG BIG BIIIIIIIG CONGRATS TO SEZAIRI SEZALI for being the singapore idol 2009!! i was crying hardly before the results were announced thought that sylvia would wiin. but in the end, no! sezairi win!! omg omg omg!! i shouted loudly siaa untiil now im having sore throat! im proud that three malay guys conquered the 3 singapore idol season!!!! wuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! im really happy excited awesome everything laaa now!~ and hady mirza was great! but taufik was hawwwwwwwwta!! joakim and paul were cute!!! ayaaaayai!! im crazzy alreaddy laaa, but i just wanna thank the viewers siaaa for voting for sezairi, and now he winssss!!!! i feel like shouting as loud as i cann noww.. OMG! hahahaha, and to those who supports sylvia, dont be sad. at least shes in the top 2 horr, and the GUY who predict that sylvia's gonna winn, im sorry and now u can bang ur head 30times on the wall. u said it, if sezairi wins u bang ur head! so do it lorr!!! tu laaa, dont underestimate sezairi!! his voice is superb!! g ahh skrg bang ur head! talk big siaaaa!! hahaahhaahahah!! but wateva laa, now sezairi is the winner! im looking forward for his first album. die die im gonna get it!!! OMG! thats all i can say.. tmr will be my results! hope it will be fine, pray hard tiiie:)

full of excitment,

2009-12-25T07:35:00.003+08:00

alright! ytd was damn GEREKK!! hahahah, ok laa. went to meet up dear at ys mrt then went to pasar malam as i wanna grab something to eat lorr. fcuking hungry nb! hahahahah, while walking saw this guy.. im not sure who laa, hes staring at me all the way siaaa. sekali when im buying my food, he walked pass behind me and i looked agaiin to make sure who is he. omg!!! its pipin lerr, my prim sch mate.. my goddd!!!! u loook fullly handsome sioooo! hahahahah, with that sweeet smile. hahahaha, no one cann forget ehhh, alright2 back to buying foood. chatted with dear alot! hehehehhe, then after buying food went to ssc.. walked around, saw vcds and dvds in cheap prices. my god!! i so gonna get it sooon~ and also i asked dear to take off next week. hahahaha! teman me go buy sch things if i get sch lorr. ty dearest! i will text u soon when im gonna buy okie, then we go together-gether. u take off then, heeeeeeeeeeh!! i miss mammi lerrr and adeqs2 and also kakak! haahahhahaah, ahh yeaa. then bought some stuff at GIANT. there were so manny ppl, eeeeeesh! hahaahah. after buying went home waited for the shutter bus. freaking crowded. so stuffy siaa. i almost cant get off the bus when i reach ys mrt. aiyyyyaaayaaai!! i was being pushed and squeezed! hahahaha, my eyes were drooopy due to not enough sleep. went home,eat then watched 7pm korean show thhhhheeen sleeeeeeeeep! hahahaha, my eyes was so droopy siaa. and i didnt even washed my face!! aiyooo! now im fully awake, time is 7.43am.. woke up at 6am, bathed and alll.. heeeeeh, dear text saying she needa go to work early so yeaa. now im msging her alsoo. 3more days to resultsss!!!~ damnit! pls be ok tiiie:)
~ MERRY XMAS TO MY LOVELY COUSINS AND AUNTS,UNCLES!!

pretty unsure why,

2009-12-24T03:47:00.005+08:00

ok day started badd. chatted with ind in the morning:) have fun in bali lorr, hahahha!! then watched korean drama online, and suddenly i felt hungry siaaa! so ate bread as in the house no food at all.. damnit!! was supposed to meet iyaa at 4pm but astagaaaa! i slept at 12plus noon.. ive set the alarm at 3plus but yett i didnt even wake up or hear anything. i sleeep die alreaddy, mwahahahahaha!! i feel bad when i woke up at 7plus, mama bought food, heeeeeh! but saw those msges my god!!! i feeel so baddd siaaa sista. im super super sorry tau, but i will make it up to u tmr ok. i slept quite many hours so i wont feel sleepy at all alright. hahahahahah, and also gonna apply job.. so bored la at home, i dont fcuking care if im schooling or what lor. i will still work. okok, then after texting iyaa, ate nasi campur, wuaaa! i didnt finished the rice hahahahah, not quite nice that is why. watch cruel temptation which i misssed alot alot of times and also today 8pm to 9pm there will be legend of seeker and polo boys. wooohoooo!!! hawwwwwta, *faints.. alright laa, i needa find songs for dearest. and yes, dont be a hypocrite will you? hahahahha, dont think i dont know what u say about me hor.. we cant even be bothered with u, daaa malas.. need us then find, if not, haaaah! go die laaa!

4more days to results! panic siaaaaal! omg! nervous also havee, its getting nearer and nearer.. i feel the pressure mannn, haaaaaaaaaah! hopefully get school laaa. NB! now i donno where i put my pencil box and nlevel results. haizzzzzz, needa find it soon. ahhh, tues watched csi and mentalist as well as the another show. i forgot the tittle -.- but nvm, it was so coooooooooooool siaaa! but the part where they show the dead body i was pretty disgusted. eeeee! have boooooooobsssy! hahahaha a guy with booobsy, standard laaa. and finally they solve everything then finish :( next week will be the finale of of mentalist or csi, uhmmmm. i seriously forgot siaa. my god! STM siaa me, hahahahahha! currently now im not doing anything except fb and blog. wanna watch korean drama, but not sure what draaama, ive watched every single one alreaddyh. getting bored, so aahhhhhh!!! i watched avatar, yessssaaaa! hahahaahhah, just remembered, so yeaaa. im hungry alsooo! haiyooooyooo, just only ate rice just now dinner. my godd! maintain tiiie, sch gonna open. uniforms are gonna be big size if i eat too much. hehehheeheh, no worries, sista will help me horrrr!! mwahahahahah:)

pissed,

2009-12-23T07:23:00.004+08:00

ok im freaking sad when i see that pictures up there. omg! my heart really cant take it anymore..wtf am i wrong at? just cause i didnt attend last time's event? haizzz, i know that. but wtf issit that u cant update me? is like suddenly ignores me.. ok, i just kept quiet thats for sure. eventhough i came to the event, no one really talks.. nb? im'a block of wall issit. ive been feeling guilty for all my life cause i didnt attend the last time events and u showing me this kind of treatment?? wth i do untiil it became as bad as it is.. i didnt even betrayed.. my mind is always to one and its always with u guys. im really sorry for what i done and yes i regret it due to my stubborness.. but serious shit! wtf i do untiil it ends up like this?? tell me straight on my face and im okay. thats all i need, to talk and settle. done, everythings ok.. but nahh, ignored me,talk like not want too.. i dont freaking care now, im gonna go sch soon. so i can participate to wateva i wanna!! i dont give a damn anymore, im here feeling so so so guilty but yett. haizz, speechless. i just can only say, cb laaa all this stuffs.. even theres lies and pretend to be nice when needed help. thanks alot ehhh, but i know ur motive's. im not thinking badd, but i can see it. stop acting infront of me and mama.. bye damnit!

webby:D

2009-12-23T01:02:00.003+08:00

chatted with sitiii!! hahaha, then decided to webby. omg!! i so missed chating with her lorr, long time no see ahh. heeheheheheh, okok. we chatted alot alot alot of things:) u know i know, heeeh. alright wont be telling everything we talked here. secret2 hahahahah!!

lets boooooooogeyywoggy!

2009-12-23T00:12:00.004+08:00

ohh yess! hahaha, im backkk.. at last mama didnt went out with her fren so i forced her saying i wanna use. hehehehe, while shes talking to her fren on phone.. day went ok, when i woke up. felt super tired! dont really know why, maybe i had a bad dream ytd.. heehheehhe, i sleeep always goal one, nothing can wake me up unless u kick my buttt!! mwahahahahaha, im still nervous about this monday. ohhhhh sehhh! feel like breaking down now, hahahaha. hopefulllyyy laaaaa i get sch yeaa! i really wanna get my butt off from the hse. so fcuking boring stay at home.. but still went out with lovely ones:) i feel like piercing at the centre just right under the lips. haahha!! nb!! confirm pain siaaaa, but i wannnna le.. heeeeeeeeeeeeh, a few more months & im gonna be 18. wuaaaaaaaaa!! cant wait! padahal lame lagiii horrr, nyehahahha.. these few days ive been thinking hard, why must u do this to ppl? its like u got a fcuking attitude that hurts others. maybe not the frens but who became ur bestf will know it all. of cause i cant forgive what uve done.. i dont owe u anything but u do owe me alott.. i just kept quiet since im ok now. mama's getting frustrated, so i will not interfere if she finds fault with u. and remember i get the foodpoisoning that time, i didnt wanna stay at ur hse, u said to me dont be stubborn and u will take care of me willingly.. so? whos talking crap now? hahahaha, never use ur fcuking brain to think before shooting out those words.. haiyooooyooo! alright2 enough of this. its making me paiin. tmr gonna meet up lovely sooon, gonna chat awhile and catch up alittle. i so miss her familyy lorr, especially maammi! haahahhahaha, xmas is this fri & and i damn donno whether im going my relatives hse.. dad's not home, so wont be goingg. sorry my cousins!! hahahha, will meet up next yearr. wait long long hahaahahhaah!!! evil sia me, but i'll try my best to be there.. presentsssss!!!!! i wannnnnnna:D heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh...

i love the way u are,

2009-12-22T19:21:00.002+08:00

ok, im so gatal! hahahaha. went back to blogger in the end. maybe i donno horr, i feel blogger is the best! but im still using tumblr as well. mama wants to use the net, so i will be continuing later on as she going out with her fren. damnit!!! haahha, i neeeda bathe now.. smeelly chicken!!