pissed,

ok im freaking sad when i see that pictures up there. omg! my heart really cant take it anymore..wtf am i wrong at? just cause i didnt attend last time's event? haizzz, i know that. but wtf issit that u cant update me? is like suddenly ignores me.. ok, i just kept quiet thats for sure. eventhough i came to the event, no one really talks.. nb? im'a block of wall issit. ive been feeling guilty for all my life cause i didnt attend the last time events and u showing me this kind of treatment?? wth i do untiil it became as bad as it is.. i didnt even betrayed.. my mind is always to one and its always with u guys. im really sorry for what i done and yes i regret it due to my stubborness.. but serious shit! wtf i do untiil it ends up like this?? tell me straight on my face and im okay. thats all i need, to talk and settle. done, everythings ok.. but nahh, ignored me,talk like not want too.. i dont freaking care now, im gonna go sch soon. so i can participate to wateva i wanna!! i dont give a damn anymore, im here feeling so so so guilty but yett. haizz, speechless. i just can only say, cb laaa all this stuffs.. even theres lies and pretend to be nice when needed help. thanks alot ehhh, but i know ur motive's. im not thinking badd, but i can see it. stop acting infront of me and mama.. bye damnit!